Fall

You kissed me

I fell

I want you

You can tell

Bad for my health

I lose myself

In your touch

Your taste

Who needs faith?

You're mine tonight

Can't put up a fight

You have me

Where I want to be

In your arms

Away from harm

I'll answer your call

You'll kiss me

I'll fall

Sign

I haven't been free for some time
Wasn't able to see the sign
The one that told me to leave
These days I can't even breath
For without you now I'm lost
I never knew there would be such a cost
Because this love that I fell in
Is full of endless sin
I haven't been alone for some time
Chose not to see the sign
The one that told me to turn around
Now to you I'm bound
So just read my mind
See what's there to find
That I can't be here
But without you there's fear
Just let me be free
Just please see
That I haven't been whole in a long time
I haven't been able to read the sign

Predictable

We're too predictable 
Too broken to be beautiful 
Disastrous mess 
Nothing left to confess 
See me inside out 
For I'm always here without 
We'll give into the lust 
Just to give up on the trust 
We'll touch but not speak 
My anger left to hit it's peak 
You'll ignore me til the end 
For you can't bother to defend 
That we may be too predictable 
That we'll never be capable of being beautiful

Infection

This is our connection
It sometimes feels like an infection
It's become part of my soul
Capable of making me empty or whole
It takes and it gives
Makes me question why I should live
I feel like it's here to haunt
How is it all I ever want?
For it's yes and it's no
Just take me now and don't let me go
Maybe tomorrow I'll stay
Or maybe tomorrow I'll have the strength to get away
But it's here and it's now
I've don't know why and I've never known how
But it's the we function
You and I, our destructive connection

Rape

Make me feel like I'm spinning the lies
Just keep looking past me with those eyes
Because no matter how many times I'm seen
How loud and angry I manage to scream
You are still all around
With a heart that can't be found
And I'll never be able to escape
For it's my soul you continue to rape

Bluffing

All that I want
Is for you to say words that haunt
Say you were just using me
My body was all you wanted to see
That you never cared
Lies were all you shared
That I was nothing
That you perfected bluffing
Words that will haunt
But then it won't be you that I want

Betray

My heart still betrays
Makes me only want to stay
Even years later
Knowing there could be greater
I still follow my feet
Always leading me to your street
I'm left only with your smell
Can't forget I'm under your spell
I'm just one of your demons
I've heard all your reasons
But I still fall to my knees
A mistake everyone sees

Bed

I know what we are
Known who you are from the start
Just get me back into your bed
Stop messing with my head
You don't feel this in your core
Stop the act of acting this is more
Get me back in your bed
It's where you want me led
You can stop all the pretending
Don't even bother defending
I'm not as stupid as you think
Being honest won't push me over the brink
Because this is the way we've always been
Something I've always seen
So don't bother speaking
Let's get on with our sneaking
There's no tears to be shed
Just get back in your bed

Shattered

I go searching if you're around
Each time my life tumbles down
Because you already know
I, here, have nothing left to show
You're always with me when my world shatters
It's become an old familiar pattern
Because we haven't changed through these years
You still remember all my tears
For you give me the poison for my pain
So that when I awake you're all that remains
You're here when my world is battered
You stick around when everything else has shattered

Whisper

Whisper in my ear
Touch me with gentle hands
You catch my one tear
I'll follow your commands
Give me my comfort
See past this black hole
Don't need any effort
To see into my soul
With every breath
My every move
My pain has left
I have nothing to lose

Apologize

I always apologize
Something I didn't recognize
Do those few words make it right?
Make things done out of sight?
I always say I'm sorry
How do you know it's not just a story?

Crowd

Just another in the crowd
Who knew my silence could be this loud
Please just pass me by
We can continue this lie
I can put a smile on my face
We all know tears can't erase
So why bother showing the pain
Why bother showing it's all that remains
We were never that romance novel
I crawled back on my knees everytime to grovel
You would take me back
We'd both ignore what we lack 
The repetition of our ways
The repetition day after day
So I'm alright being another girl in the crowd
In your life it's all I've ever been allowed

Piece

He kept this heart of glass bruised and battered
Until the day it finally shattered
I've almost put the pieces all back
But that one part it will always lack
My heart from my chest he tore
Just to enjoy as it broke on the floor
So this first love
The one I don't like to speak of
Will have that one piece I left behind
A piece I could search for but never find
It'll be left with him as a token
Of how this heart of glass was his even broken

heart

Tangled

Your words still cut like knives
How did this become our tangled lives?
I ran and I hid
But never to be rid
Because you always come find me
You always come blind me
But you have no reason nor rhyme
I'll hold it together this time
I won't show the pain of knives
Pretend we aren't tangled in each other's lives

Should

You should know better
You should just forget her
She isn't doing you any good
Not loving you like she should
She always wants more
Do you know what you're doing it for?
It's all your energy she takes
Your heart that she breaks
You should just leave her
Before you regret her

Call

I know I'd make the same mistake
Make it and not care what you'd take
Not care that I'd be empty once again
Be back to where this all began
You call and I'll run
Never knowing when to say we're done
Because I know I'd do it all over
All over, be back to our destruction together

Moments

Everything can change in a single moment.

Shifts

Weight lifts off my shoulders
Seeing you doesn't make me colder
It feels like I'm myself again
Like life has just began
Funny how you feel like home
No need left to roam
How things really can be ok
The feeling of living in today
All this in just one touch
Glad we were in no rush
For with you the weight lifts
My entire world shifts

Worth

This is my whole truth
And everything I might be worth
I won't be what you expected
Might end up being something regretted
I'll admit I've been through too much
And sometimes I won't be enough
I don't know if you'll be able to forgive
That I can't give all you want me to give
But you could take me how I am
Maybe love me though I'm not in your plan
Because this is me
Maybe you can be the one to see I'm actually free

Wings

Your wings can't hold me up
Can't open what's shut
For I lost my way
Can't even remember the day
When I became closed
Couldn't let my pain be exposed
Just take those wings and fly
There's no need to try
For this heart shut long ago
There's nothing left here to show

Thread

Held together by a thread
Feels worse than being dead
Holding on as hard as you can
Strayed so far from your plan
And days keep going by
All effort goes into the one try
To make life a little better
To pull yourself more together
Held together by just a thread
But how much of your heart has already bled?

Ok

Trying so hard to be ok
But it seems I have a debt to pay
For mistakes made
Games I willingly played
Hearts that I hurt
And things I should have learnt
So just deal me what you want
For the pains will continue to haunt
And say what you want to say
Because life doesn't want me to be ok

Harmony

Honey
You're
The
Harm
To
My 
Harmony

Strength

You're strength shocks me
The strength I now see
You can get past this
Move on to bliss
The endless possibilities
When you realize realities
Of the courage it would take
And the decisions you must make
To get where you are
To take good from every scar
My strength shocks you
But you're strength is more true

Arms

I always felt like I fit in your arms
Funny how they caused so much harm
I always felt like I fit in your life
Funny how it felt like a stab of a knife

Comfort

The comfort of us
Like coming home
No need for words
Nothing needs to be heard
Just hold me
Never let me go
Love is all you need to show

Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri

It's scary how much I relate to this. It gave me goosebumps.

"Jar Of Hearts"

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Question

I question the good
When receiving love like I should
For once broken
You question everything spoken
Read between the lines
After being forced to read between the lies
I question your feelings
When wanting to help with my healing
With my pain upon pain
Old relationships that leave a stain
For once rejected
You question why you should be respected
Something that was never expected
So I question your motives
The way one actually lives
When not questioning the good
When getting everything they should

Daydreaming

Why live in reality?
Why accept responsibility?
When daydreaming
Leaves everything gleaming
When I can close my eyes
And continue with my fascinating lies
Why live my life?
Why accept strife?
When daydreaming
Leaves us beaming
When I can close my eyes
And forget the feeling of goodbyes

Sorry

Tell me you're sorry
Just tell me that story
Give me excuse after excuse
Think my pain will reduce
When you give me those lies
All the endless alibis
Those words that make me cry
Make me want to say goodbye
You continue to hurt me
Something you just can't see
So why give me a story
Why lie when I know you aren't sorry

Night

In the middle of the night
I go looking for that fight
I just want to hear your voice
Have you justify my choice
For I keep running away
Keep deciding to live this way
And in the middle of the night
These feelings I know are not right
But I just want to see your eyes
For you see past my disguise
The dream of just one more kiss
As my mind repeats all this
But I hope the middle of tonight
I'll stop going looking for that fight

One

One more chance
One more glance
Just one more dance
One more kiss
One more attempt at bliss
Just one more miss
One more day
One more fray
Just one more stay
Just once more
The choice of here or the door
One more mistake
One more time to fake

The choice of here or the door
I have this choice once more
The possibilities of what I'd miss
For there could be one more kiss
That one more true feeling of bliss
For with that one glance
I know maybe I'd get one more chance
And go back to our one broken dance
We could have just one more day
The one decision again for me to stay
I could go through that door
But there are things I once more could explore
But with that one more try
I'm scared I once more may want to die
So this one more time I'll just say goodbye

Sleep

In your arms I don't need sleep
Reality of this I'd rather keep
For in your arms we get lost together
Just getting so lost in each other
This feeling of love it seems
Makes me never need to dream
So we could just stay up all night
Just stay up to feel this feeling of right
Because you're all I'll ever need
I'll follow if you can lead
For this moment I want to keep
I couldn't possibly want any sleep

Unfair

Unfair

Don't care

Can't share

Heart tear

Can't bare

No pair

Not there

Just stare

No air

Not rare

Don't dare

Hits

Unexpectedly it hits hard
The memories that have scarred
The hidden
These words that are forbidden:
That once again I have discovered
That maybe I haven't yet recovered
I do feel the happiness of the without
The sanity I lost throughout
But as I continue to try and forget
With no single ounce of regret
The memories still hit
The realizations of what I miss

Drinking

I've been drinking myself blind
Drinking to see what I can find
When I let myself feel
All the emotions that I know to be real
When I let my walls come down
When the truth finally comes around
Because I always have these lies upon lies
They are here to cover these broken eyes
That I use to keep myself sane
To keep me away from all your pain
So I've been drinking myself blind
To see what's hidden inside this mind

React

How should I have reacted?
It was my life you impacted
You can keep looking away
I know you couldn't help but stray
But am I to keep on pretending
As you keep on doing your defending
As you act like I was nothing
When you made this my everything
I see through that whole act
Sure I know how you want me to react
To hide myself away
As all you do is stray
But that would let you feel good
Make you feel less misunderstood
But stop expecting that out of me
I won't be who you want me to be
Because this is my life you try to impact
My life I've managed to keep intact

Mister

Mister unbroken
Mister undamaged
What can you see?
Can't relate to me
I have these demons
I have these tears
From dark stories
Of dark stories
So mister unbitter
Mister uncomplicated
Why do you want me?
Nothing good here to see
Just dark anger
Of dark anger
You're mister unbelievable
Mister unforgettable
You don't know me
Should be afraid of what you see

Everything

Everything I want to be
Is to simply be free
I want to fly
Maybe I can if I try
Everything I want is true
It's to be rid of you
Out of my mind
Myself to find
Everything I want to be
Is to have happiness as all I see

You make me :)

Worth being found

"Somewhere in this world is someone who will see you; good as well as bad and not bat an eye. They will care just as much and still think you're perfect, anyone else who doesn't isn't worth being found."

 

 I have awesome friends.

Cupid

In our story there was no bow
I didn't get shot with an arrow
For in his hands he held a gun
I was left with no time to run
For cupid couldn't have been less true
It has his bullet that went straight through
It tore apart this heart
Tore it from the very start
I can't believe anymore
Haven't since it went through my core
We can't be that fairy tale dream
For with a bullet there's no love to be seen

Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder
Sometimes I ponder
Sometimes I wish
And sometimes I want

Sometimes I wonder
And sometimes I ponder
That maybe we weren't all wrong
That maybe in the wrongness was were I belonged
Where I could stay used
Continually be abused
Maybe that's where I felt right
Where every day I was meant to fight
Sometimes I wish
And sometimes I want
For you to maybe be the one
For it to maybe have not been undone

Compare

True or false
Right or wrong
In words or song
Yes or no
Stay or go
Love and hate
Luck or fate
Forget and forgive
Die or live
Compare and contrast
Slow or fast
Present or past
Start and end
Keep or lend
Whispers and screams
Reality and dreams
Nothing is as it seems
Strong or weak
Hide and seek
Blind or can see
All I am is me

Property

How can I still feel like your property
Even when you were so wrong for me
When you left be broken and confused
Left me to feel used
Like I didn't deserve any better
You were supposed to be my shelter
To keep me safe from the storm
But your arms never kept me warm
Your cold was always too much to bare
Was way to cruel to share
But I'm stronger than that cold you see
I'm becoming strong enough not to be your property

Apologize

All I want from you is to be sorry
To realize that you added so much pain to my story
To understand your actions were unforgivable
Completely inconceivable
That maybe I was good for you
That my feelings really were true
Two years of my life and everything I could give
You really were my reason to live
All I want from you is to realize
That all you need to do is apologize

Burning

You're my addiction
I lost my religion
There was only room enough to believe in you
You and your fake passion
Caused so much friction
That it started this fire
The kind only made by a liar
It courses through my veins
Not much left of me remains
Cause it now won't stop burning
Will never stop hurting
So I'll forever go insane
While dealing with this addictive pain

Contradict

I always laugh when I cry 
I'm always truthful when I lie
I could tell you my secrets within
But I wouldn't know where to begin
I have low highs
And high lows
I can't tell my goodbyes from hellos
I always say yes when I mean no
I always stay when I should go
My worst is my best
I stay awake when I should rest
I think in my sleep
I'm so shallow that I'm deep
I can't write but I can rhyme
I contradict myself all the time
I always stop when I should try 
I always laugh when I should cry

Serenity

I could stay here forever

Damaged

I remember it all
What it felt like to be hurt
To be made to crawl
But sometimes I miss it
How I tricked myself to fit
To think we were meant to be
Our tragedy was all I could see
So I can't deny I'm still damaged
What happened did happen
All the things I did feel
All these things to me were real
But how can I miss you
When you refused to be true
When you forced me down
Pushed me around
But sometimes I miss the moments
When it was just you and I
When missing you didn't make me cry

Addiction

Addiction:
-Noun
The state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.

Smile

Put a smile on my face
While those memories erase
I forget about the pain
There's only happiness to gain
You saved me while I was sinking
Made me question what I was thinking
You put a smile on my face
You are my happy place
Where I feel secure
Where the pain can begin to blur
Put a smile on my face
You're my saving grace
:)

Take in your surroundings

I found my happy place

Demons

Inside of my soul
All the pain has caused a hole
There my demons reside
Away from the world they're forced to hide
But they scratch and they scrape
They contain all my hate
All the questions I can't share
All the questions I can't seem to bare
But what's inside of that hole
My love has managed to control
There are people who keep me strong
Their love is my song
I sing it when my strength is in doubt
I'll scream it and I'll shout
So these demons I'll one day face
From my soul I'll one day chase
They will run far away
But this love will forever stay
So that's what I'll hold
To keep my demons from making me cold
To keep my demons hole
From consuming my entire soul

Bob Marley

‎"Love the life you live. Live the life you love."

Truth

lead with your heart ♥ always.

Baby Girls

You light up my life

Life

Life has a funny way of giving you what you need... you just have to be able to open your eyes enough to see it.

Choice

I'm trying to take as much positivity out of the world as possible. To learn from the negative and to use it to help me grow. Life tends to throw strange and unexpected curve balls at us all the time. I have the problem that I always look at these as horrible things, unfair things. I find myself asking constantly "Why me? Why do I have to keep putting up with this?" But what I'm coming to realize is that I don't have to put up with it. What I CAN do is take as much out of each situation as I can and then move on. Everything that happens in life is a growing opportunity. I can CHOOSE to be upset about life's little twists and turns or I can CHOOSE to look at it from a different perspective, a perspective that everything that happens just leads us to our next step in life, to our next adventure. Everything that has happened with me was meant to happen. Where I am now is where I'm meant to be.
Life is too short to not open your eyes and see the beauty in the world.
This is no way means that I will not have my bad days, the days when I feel like life isn't worth it, that these struggles are too much, but I think that from now on I will remember that there ARE good days, there IS always something to smile about. That I have so much in life, especailly the people who love me.
I feel very blessed these days when I think of the people who have been there for me this past year. They have seen me through the worst year of my life. A year full of me wanting to give up, to say enough is enough. But each time that has happened they have been there to remind me of the good things. They have been there to talk, to listen, to hold me when I cry, or to just be with me when I couldn't bare being alone. These people mean the world to me. These people I'd do anything for. They have seen me in my darkest moments and have not given up on me. For that I can't thank them enough. They will forever be in my heart.

I love you guys so much.

Oldies that I didn't complete

In your absence
I lost my innocence
I lost the part of me that was me
I lost the part of me that could see
Between wrong and right
Truth and lies
Hellos and goodbyes

This isn't where I'm meant to be
These aren't the things I was supposed to see
These things I want to forget
I need to stop living in regret
This is where I am
This is where I ended up

My mind is blurred
Can't take in your words
Can't believe what I've heard
Everything is changing
Your life is rearranging
But I'm being left behind
Doubt doesn't cross your mind
Because that's where I'm meant to be
Not someone who's supposed to see
But I was there when you were broken
To hear every word spoken
To hold you while you were sad
To be used when you were mad
But now I have to stay here
You've made your views on that very clear

I'm lost in your eyes
Just let me see you smile
Keep it in my memory forever
Remember when times get bad
In moments that I'm sad

She'll think you're smooth
But I know your every move
You'll sing a song
It'll catch her heart
I know that part
You'll use your talent
She won't see you're unbalanced
You'll be sweet, you'll be kind
She doesn't know what she'll find
I know that part
Because I wasn't that smart
I kept going
Kept throwing myself in
Shouldn't have let myself begin

Chapter

You were covering my eyes
Blinding me with your lies
Pulling away was a relief
Pulling away restored my belief
I can see the truth behind those looks
Now you don't get to be my whole book
You're only a chapter
Just one small factor
Turn the page and move on
Surviving you has made me strong
You'll keep covering your lies
But you won't be blinding me with those eyes

Illusion

What I found in my false reality
In my lose of normality
In all my mind's confusion
Is that what I miss is an illusion
Because I love who you could be
Not the person infront of me
The person far too blind to see 
So I'll take them memories and go
Take the memories and let myself finally grow
Because in all my mind's confusion
I managed to figure out everything you are is an illusion 

Lust

We hide away in your bed
Leave behind the words that weren't said
The things we've ignored
Emotions we need to explore
We don't go deeper than physical touch
We don't go further than this lust
Because then we'd realize it's wrong
That this wrong has gone on so very long
But when you touch me I forget it all
In that moment there's no problems to solve
Until you stop touching me
Then the truth I get to see
That you'll just throw me aside
That what we do in your bed isn't hide
That what we do is all a lie

Function

I know your dark place
That look on your face
When the pain becomes too real
I know every emotion you feel
Because I stuck around
Kept my feet on the ground
Saw all your self destruction
Realized it's the way that you function
For I know your face
I'm with you in that dark place

White Beaches

When did we get so messed up
So completely fucked up
Can't find our way back
Can't get off this wrong track
To go back to the day
To when I could've chosen another way
But I took your hand
For you were my dream of white beaches
Of white sands
But we got so messed up
So completely fucked up
You are now my dream of dark nights
Full of dark fights
Can't go back to the day
For my white beaches are now grey

Shadow

Let me sleep in your shadow
Let me slip from your mind
I'll hold all your darkness
See past all the pain
Just sing a love song
I'll pretend it's for me
As I fall in your shadow
As I'm pushed from your mind

Game

Rip my heart out of my chest
Do what you do best
Make me feel useless
Make me feel used
In this game you play
You obviously won
So in this game you play
I'm obviously done
Because you make me feel destroyed
Because I've always only been your toy
You wanted to feel better
And you wanted to feel right
So I get to be damaged just out of sight
Now rip my heart out of my chest
And do what you do best
And fuck you
Fuck everything you do

Song

You and your broken song
Taught me the lesson that I don't belong
I wanted to be part of your words
I wanted to be the part that was heard
Because I've known it by heart all along
Every line of every song
I wanted to sing the chorus
Make the melody endless
But you and your broken song
Decided that my harmony was all wrong
Decided that I was never meant to belong

Circles

It's like we're dancing
In these circles there's no advancing
It's who we are
Part of our scar
One step forward
Two steps back
Back to what we lack
In our predictability
Our complete simplicity
It's just what we do
It's our one, two...
Our steps forward
Our steps back
Our repetition on this wrong track

Puppet

Back to where we started
Like we never parted
Thought this time would be different
But you're still distant
Thought things would have changed
Some things rearranged
But I'm still a puppet
And I still hate it

Rain

In the rain I scream
You pretend not to see the tears
That I have wasted years
In the rain I explain
You pretend not to understand
All that was unplanned
In the rain I breakdown
You pretend not to care
How exactly is that fair?

Uncover

You look past the words I have spoken
Start to wonder if I'm broken
I say some words
As if I haven't been heard
But you look into my eyes
And uncover the many lies

I say some words
Cover what is unheard
What resides in my eyes
All the continuos lies
Everything I've spoken
Covers that I am broken

Forbidden

Skeletons in your closet
Scars with no limit 
Pains hidden
Stories Forbidden
Don't say a word
No lies to be heard

Remind

You remind me I'm not broken
I smile at the words you have spoken
For you will hold me while cry
Will never say goodbye
For you see into my soul
Everything you do makes me whole

Lost

I find my centre with you
I am lost in this dream
Never waking
Illusions I've made
To keep me from the pain
Close my eyes
Ignore the shaking
I can't remain
I'll pretend for now
Before I question how
I find my pain with you
I am lost in this extreme

Creates

I scream and yell
Find my own personal hell
But you one day you'll see
That person was never me
I've made so many mistakes
It's the person the pain creates

Drown

Life turns upside down
This is how it feels to drown
How can you feel so much pain?
We're the ones that will remain
With our hearts broken
Your decisions unforgiven
Don't leave
We'll help you grieve
We'll hold your hand
Be where you can land
Lean on us
We're who you can trust

Adore

So much affection
In our self destruction
Our untamed emotion
I gave you the blade
Made the cut that won't fade
So don't place the blame
Don't feel the shame
Just whisper my name
Twist that knife a little more
This is the pain I adore

Control

All the disappointment
In all the resentment
In the pain and suffering
I'm always recovering
From all the fighting
We seem to be reciting
These words I keep writing
I go looking for attention
Just to get deception
But with all this pain
You have left a stain
That shall stay on my soul
You're the one in control

Touching

I'll just hide
All the times I cried
All the times you touched me
I'll never be free
You make me want you
I may be a fool
But life can't be that cruel
I'll just believe
For later I'll grieve
Over the mistakes
That you touching me creates

Dream

I want to dance
To dream of romance
To see what I can find
When I leave the pain behind
I want to sing
Be excited for what the future brings
For what we can find
When the world is kind

Lack

I start to lie
I'm too tired to try
I don't love you
I've never been true
Don't react
It's just a fact
I can't go back
To what we lack

Blind

Now or never
Just take me there
Take me anywhere
I'll follow blind
The truth to find
In the lies
All the goodbyes
Now or never
Leave me here
Won't shed a tear

Pause

I don't hurt too bad anymore
Not as much pain as before
I don't focus on the past
For it was never going to last
Now I see things clearly
I did love you dearly
I won't live in regret
But I won't ever forget
That the pain that you cause
Is capable of putting my life on pause

For my Pinata

Give me 3 words:
Dinosaur. Cabbage Patch. Lego.


Touch me to my core
Be my dinosaur
Roam wild and free
You're everything I see
Be my cabbage patch
It's my heart you catch
You put me together
Like Lego... forever

Fists

Booze in your veins
The memories remain
Of the pain in my cheek
Blood starting to leak
To the floor
Get up and leave
I won't come back
For I could react
I have fists of my own
I may be alone
But the memories remain
Of you causing me pain

Locked

I've locked it away
And now it'll stay
Trapped in my head
Of how things have led
To this moment in time
Take each step at a climb
For if I fall down
I know I will drown
In the thoughts and decisions
Dreams and visions
Of the way it could be
The world I'd like to see

Hide

You hide your fears
But I see the tears
I know of your pains
It's all that remains
Of you
You hide the tears
But I see your fears
I know of your past
A shadows been cast
Over you

Remain

In my life there is
An endless fight
The darkest of night
No strength to find
For I was too blind
The choice was my choice
The mistake my mistake
But decisions made
Will never fade
For I can't forgive
That you didn't live
In my heart there is
An endless pain
For there you remain

Smoke

While I smoke
You take a toke
Your vision becomes blurred
My words are unheard
For with the drugs
Along come the shrugs
Because you don't care
You don't need to share
Your thoughts or decisions
You have provisions
While I smoke
Ignored are the words that I spoke
Your vision becomes blurred
I wish my pain could be cured
But with your drugs
That fill your lungs
Your heart you can't bare
Nothing can be fair.

Stains

Give you my heart to hold
Stop it from being cold
For all I feel is raw
For all that I saw
Are the stains on your sheets
As your heart beats
Just look me in the eye
As I start to cry
When I explain my dreams
For right now it seems
That your demons control
Every part of your soul
So I will feel cold
While it's my heart that you hold

Twisting

You do your part
In twisting my heart
It makes you feel better
More together
For what you were breaking
Was yours for the taking
So why should I complain
When I went looking for pain
Now I'll do my part
In fixing your heart

Lessons

Stripped and exposed
Cold to the bone
But do you see
My heart on my sleeve?
That our shattered dreams grieve?
All this I've shown
Yet it's completely unknown
That in my soul
There are questions of questions
Of why I learnt these lessons
But you don't see
You have stripped, you have exposed
It's been you that has made me cold

White Residue

Shut out, cut out
You've numbed me to my core
Left only with lies
I open my eyes
To the blank stares that leave me cold
I see you
You're stressed out, have missed out
There could have so much more
Than your black heart with it's black hole
The White Residue stains your soul