Predictable

We're too predictable 
Too broken to be beautiful 
Disastrous mess 
Nothing left to confess 
See me inside out 
For I'm always here without 
We'll give into the lust 
Just to give up on the trust 
We'll touch but not speak 
My anger left to hit it's peak 
You'll ignore me til the end 
For you can't bother to defend 
That we may be too predictable 
That we'll never be capable of being beautiful

Infection

This is our connection
It sometimes feels like an infection
It's become part of my soul
Capable of making me empty or whole
It takes and it gives
Makes me question why I should live
I feel like it's here to haunt
How is it all I ever want?
For it's yes and it's no
Just take me now and don't let me go
Maybe tomorrow I'll stay
Or maybe tomorrow I'll have the strength to get away
But it's here and it's now
I've don't know why and I've never known how
But it's the we function
You and I, our destructive connection