Monday, May 16, 2011

Worth

This is my whole truth
And everything I might be worth
I won't be what you expected
Might end up being something regretted
I'll admit I've been through too much
And sometimes I won't be enough
I don't know if you'll be able to forgive
That I can't give all you want me to give
But you could take me how I am
Maybe love me though I'm not in your plan
Because this is me
Maybe you can be the one to see I'm actually free

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Wings

Your wings can't hold me up
Can't open what's shut
For I lost my way
Can't even remember the day
When I became closed
Couldn't let my pain be exposed
Just take those wings and fly
There's no need to try
For this heart shut long ago
There's nothing left here to show

Thread

Held together by a thread
Feels worse than being dead
Holding on as hard as you can
Strayed so far from your plan
And days keep going by
All effort goes into the one try
To make life a little better
To pull yourself more together
Held together by just a thread
But how much of your heart has already bled?

Ok

Trying so hard to be ok
But it seems I have a debt to pay
For mistakes made
Games I willingly played
Hearts that I hurt
And things I should have learnt
So just deal me what you want
For the pains will continue to haunt
And say what you want to say
Because life doesn't want me to be ok

Harmony

Honey
You're
The
Harm
To
My 
Harmony

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Strength

You're strength shocks me
The strength I now see
You can get past this
Move on to bliss
The endless possibilities
When you realize realities
Of the courage it would take
And the decisions you must make
To get where you are
To take good from every scar
My strength shocks you
But you're strength is more true

Arms

I always felt like I fit in your arms
Funny how they caused so much harm
I always felt like I fit in your life
Funny how it felt like a stab of a knife

Comfort

The comfort of us
Like coming home
No need for words
Nothing needs to be heard
Just hold me
Never let me go
Love is all you need to show

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri

It's scary how much I relate to this. It gave me goosebumps.



"Jar Of Hearts"

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Monday, May 2, 2011

Question

I question the good
When receiving love like I should
For once broken
You question everything spoken
Read between the lines
After being forced to read between the lies
I question your feelings
When wanting to help with my healing
With my pain upon pain
Old relationships that leave a stain
For once rejected
You question why you should be respected
Something that was never expected
So I question your motives
The way one actually lives
When not questioning the good
When getting everything they should

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Daydreaming

Why live in reality?
Why accept responsibility?
When daydreaming
Leaves everything gleaming
When I can close my eyes
And continue with my fascinating lies
Why live my life?
Why accept strife?
When daydreaming
Leaves us beaming
When I can close my eyes
And forget the feeling of goodbyes

Sorry

Tell me you're sorry
Just tell me that story
Give me excuse after excuse
Think my pain will reduce
When you give me those lies
All the endless alibis
Those words that make me cry
Make me want to say goodbye
You continue to hurt me
Something you just can't see
So why give me a story
Why lie when I know you aren't sorry