Rape

Make me feel like I'm spinning the lies
Just keep looking past me with those eyes
Because no matter how many times I'm seen
How loud and angry I manage to scream
You are still all around
With a heart that can't be found
And I'll never be able to escape
For it's my soul you continue to rape

Bluffing

All that I want
Is for you to say words that haunt
Say you were just using me
My body was all you wanted to see
That you never cared
Lies were all you shared
That I was nothing
That you perfected bluffing
Words that will haunt
But then it won't be you that I want

Betray

My heart still betrays
Makes me only want to stay
Even years later
Knowing there could be greater
I still follow my feet
Always leading me to your street
I'm left only with your smell
Can't forget I'm under your spell
I'm just one of your demons
I've heard all your reasons
But I still fall to my knees
A mistake everyone sees

Bed

I know what we are
Known who you are from the start
Just get me back into your bed
Stop messing with my head
You don't feel this in your core
Stop the act of acting this is more
Get me back in your bed
It's where you want me led
You can stop all the pretending
Don't even bother defending
I'm not as stupid as you think
Being honest won't push me over the brink
Because this is the way we've always been
Something I've always seen
So don't bother speaking
Let's get on with our sneaking
There's no tears to be shed
Just get back in your bed

Shattered

I go searching if you're around
Each time my life tumbles down
Because you already know
I, here, have nothing left to show
You're always with me when my world shatters
It's become an old familiar pattern
Because we haven't changed through these years
You still remember all my tears
For you give me the poison for my pain
So that when I awake you're all that remains
You're here when my world is battered
You stick around when everything else has shattered

Whisper

Whisper in my ear
Touch me with gentle hands
You catch my one tear
I'll follow your commands
Give me my comfort
See past this black hole
Don't need any effort
To see into my soul
With every breath
My every move
My pain has left
I have nothing to lose

Apologize

I always apologize
Something I didn't recognize
Do those few words make it right?
Make things done out of sight?
I always say I'm sorry
How do you know it's not just a story?

Crowd

Just another in the crowd
Who knew my silence could be this loud
Please just pass me by
We can continue this lie
I can put a smile on my face
We all know tears can't erase
So why bother showing the pain
Why bother showing it's all that remains
We were never that romance novel
I crawled back on my knees everytime to grovel
You would take me back
We'd both ignore what we lack 
The repetition of our ways
The repetition day after day
So I'm alright being another girl in the crowd
In your life it's all I've ever been allowed