Damaged

I remember it all
What it felt like to be hurt
To be made to crawl
But sometimes I miss it
How I tricked myself to fit
To think we were meant to be
Our tragedy was all I could see
So I can't deny I'm still damaged
What happened did happen
All the things I did feel
All these things to me were real
But how can I miss you
When you refused to be true
When you forced me down
Pushed me around
But sometimes I miss the moments
When it was just you and I
When missing you didn't make me cry