React

How should I have reacted?
It was my life you impacted
You can keep looking away
I know you couldn't help but stray
But am I to keep on pretending
As you keep on doing your defending
As you act like I was nothing
When you made this my everything
I see through that whole act
Sure I know how you want me to react
To hide myself away
As all you do is stray
But that would let you feel good
Make you feel less misunderstood
But stop expecting that out of me
I won't be who you want me to be
Because this is my life you try to impact
My life I've managed to keep intact